Social Distancing - the new normal?

Daily updates to sort my mind.


Just this week, the reality of what the world is experiencing arrived at my doorstep. This is the first time in my life, where public schools and all non-essential services, have either been mandated or voluntarily, closed. Scary shit.


It feels like a really long snow storm, that has us bound to the house for days. But, instead of excitement, there is a whole lot of fear.

I'm trying to stay present and focus on this day, this moment. Planning for my future but knowing it's in god's hands. The boys are now starting to get assignments from school with the expectation of them being completed. That offers me hope. I'm torn as to what to do with their schooling and if there are other options. I've reached out to the principal, I trust him. Riley is going into grade 12 next year and Jace into grade 9, these are really crucial times for them. They are very hands on in learning and have found the format of school a struggle even with regular attendance. Although, both being extremely social, this could work to their advantage!


Jace learned how to make Kraft dinner by reading the instructions on the box. A concept new to him! He loves to be helped but feels very proud when he completes things on his own. He is giving himself more space to explore his talents and skillsets into adulting. I learned the same way in the 80's. We were home alone a lot and this was the only way to learn. I still remember measuring the water out and adding it to the pot. They require too much water, I should write them.


For me, I'm still struggling to come to terms with all of my work being suspended. As a yoga teacher, our whole purpose is to connect. I miss the students, I miss the breath. It made it clear to me how very much I do love the work I'm doing.